Breaking Porn Addiction to keep my vow

By XXXchurch Visitor

Letter to myself:

At a young age growing up I got introduce to porn, at that time the person that introduced me to it, I believe had no idea it would have such an effect on me, he was into the business of dubbing movies, i.e. copyright, and some of these movies happened to be porn, such a young mind, probably 9 years old when it caught my attention, Didn’t realise how strong a hold it had on me till in my 20’s mind you, i have been watching it in my teens, but in my 2’s when I started uni… that was where things got worst.I’d turn to porn every moment I felt stressed over uni stuff thinking I’d be occupying myself with something instead it amounted to nothing. I’m 29 about to turn 30, it has already ruined lots of potentials in my life. I can’t continue like this any more, and most importantly can’t be breaking promise uopn promises to God. I feel unworthy at his presence, that im even scared to call to him at times. I need help. This is one thing I wanna make my Father in Heaven proud of.

Letter from my sex addict:

At a young age growing up I got introduce to porn, at that time the person that introduced me to it, I believe had no idea it would have such an effect on me, he was into the business of dubbing movies, i.e. copyright, and some of these movies happened to be porn, such a young mind, probably 9 years old when it caught my attention, Didn’t realise how strong a hold it had on me till in my 20’s mind you, i have been watching it in my teens, but in my 2’s when I started uni… that was where things got worst.I’d turn to porn every moment I felt stressed over uni stuff thinking I’d be occupying myself with something instead it amounted to nothing. I’m 29 about to turn 30, it has already ruined lots of potentials in my life. I can’t continue like this any more, and most importantly can’t be breaking promise uopn promises to God. I feel unworthy at his presence, that im even scared to call to him at times. I need help. This is one thing I wanna make my Father in Heaven proud of.

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